I really want to believe that H is not lost to me but I feel like he would rather I just disappeared from his life completely!
I know I push him and I am really annoyed with myself. I actually agree with his comments and I recognise my behaviour needs to change especially when I don't hear what I want. This is something I have been thinking of a lot.
I'm just finding it hard to be firm and not whiney! How do I show him my 'can't be arssed' attitude without coming across as rude? That's my biggest issue.
Happy Sunday everyone!!
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')
