I feel for you. After our 20th including recommitment of vows and a second honeymoon adventure with lots of sex, two months later came b d. I echo AS. It makes no sense which only exacerbates the hurt.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving