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[bhappy2]

I have been DB for about 3 months with some slip ups. Right now she has put the D on hold not that she told me that but bc she has not filed.

The entire month of June I pretty much did all the wrong stuff, begging logic,no crying.

I am starting to think there may be another person involved so if there is, its a deal breaker for me. I know there are many guys like me but a PA means its over, she will never admit to me so I would have to have 100% proof.

Some things she has said to me:
I do Not want to hurt you
ILYBNILWY
We have grown so far apart
Why would you want to be with me if I dont want to be with you
You arent even giving me a chance to miss you


We stopped having any intimacy since I think June 20th. We hugged for the first time in a while on Oct. 15 and she rubbed my back.

One thing I do know is that If I pressed for a D she would sign right now.I am not sure how long I want to hang on. She does not want to move out and we get along in the house except if I dont intiate the convo she will not. We also went through a period of about 2 month where she was incredibly angry and downrite mean.

We went to MC once and she cried throughout and stated that she doesnt see me as anything more than a friend. I backed off on asking to go back bc of this site and DR book suggested to hold off.