I understand it may be a real struggle, but you need to learn to be happy by yourself. Do things by yourself. I'm not gonna lie, it's going to svck at first, and feel real awkward.
Remember, broken attracts broken.
Personally, I don't believe in the "one". The world is full of people. Unless you live in an Antarctic research station, I'm sure there are plenty of other possibilities where you live.
Me-47,XW-43 S13,S16 M:18 BD:4-23-17 W filed:7-17-17 (5 months of in-house separation hell) W moved out:1-6-18 D granted:2-15-18 Decree signed:3-29-18