J9, I think she wants me to admit guilt and apologize (again) for what I've done. She wants to justify in her mind why this is happening. Funny how she's been pretty short on apologies lately.

With her it's all about control and ego. Every convo feels like it's just a rung in her ladder to move toward D. While I feel it's important for me to stand up and show I'm not going to back down, y'all are really making me wonder if I just need to put an end to these talks as soon they start.


Me-47,XW-43
S13,S16
M:18
BD:4-23-17
W filed:7-17-17
(5 months of in-house separation hell)
W moved out:1-6-18
D granted:2-15-18
Decree signed:3-29-18

Your future is out there. Go find it.