Geez, I am overthinking this. I'll go with what feels natural for now.
I think you should after being married for 37 years and going through what you have I wouldn't put too much pressure on yourself. Maybe it's time to kick back and be a little irresponsible!! You will know when your ready to get back out in the dating scene again! You come across as very confident, intelligent, articulate and insightful person who will have no problems attracting another partner!
