Awkward Situation Got Much Worse (part 3)

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Good insight from everyone...I fully agree that my W is horribly disrespectful. Its interesting that as I remove myself from my situation and look at it as an outsider like everyone here, I see all of the awful things my W has done and wonder why I have stayed with her for so long like this. I saw a marriage counselor several times when I first found out about my W and her affairs. One day, he looked at me blankly and asked why I wanted to stay with my W. It threw me off guard as I really could not explain why. I finally came to the conclusion that she has not always been this way.

I went through a lot of thinking when she first told me she wanted a D. I felt awful at first, but then I went through a period where I imagined a new life with some new, amazing woman. I was actually starting to look forward to the chance to meet someone new...