Did I ever really turn her on ??

[roist]

You have been patient. Why do you feel an urgency now?

You have a coaches appointment in a week. That's nit long
You need to talk to her now but she's asleep. I have found that often when we are compelled to do something, it rarely is the best thing to do.
Why does six months more feel too much to be worth trying?

I understand your frustration but wonder what motivates your urgency.

Best wishes