Its interesting, because I often ask myself if I will be willing to do the things I did for W with another woman. Think I would prefer to be alone, but have the option of calling a woman over for company. Whether it be for sex or simply to hang out. But at this point, I just want to focus on my happiness and well-being. Been with W since high school. So my entire adult life has been dedicated to putting her needs first for the most part. Even though I wasn't the perfect H.