So like I said I see my lawyer next week. Very nervous about it. Last night I was out at a paint night thing and it was near a hotel. Someone saw my car there. Don't know how they knew it was mine. My car is a car that everyone has lol. But they saw it and let H know. He text me saying that someone saw me at the hotel. And I told him no. And that I was actually st the restaurant and what I was doing. He said he told the person who told him that he didn't care where I was. So ok. Today I did the worst thing ever. But I just felt like I had to know. I said H is this separation something you 100% want? And he said yes. He was done. ( I just found out he changed his address). So I said ok. I'm calm about it. I told him I was sad it ended it this way. But it is what it is. I just needed to know. I've been trying my very hardest this past month. And it's just been getting worse from him. Him changing his address. I called a lawyer for aconsult. And they asked me he's name and I gave it to them. And they said they couldn't help me due to a conflict. I finally dragged it out of H that he did indeed speak to a lawyer. So he is doing everything that needs to be done to end things. I guess it's over and it's now time for me to move forward and on.

I wish everyone better luck then I had. I wish no one had to go thru this. At least I will have some closure when I see my lawyer.


Me: 41 H: 45
T:21 yrs
S:16 D: 13 S: 12
BD: October 2016