I feel the same way. It's been a year for me since h and I were last 'together' I miss the intimacy of a partner. But when I think of that I can only think of him. And I too don't know if I can handle another mans hands on me. I will someday. But that day isn't today.

Me: 41 H: 45
T:21 yrs
S:16 D: 13 S: 12
BD: October 2016