WH came back. Piecing. Past the 2 year mark ...

[roist]

Blu I am sorry that you are struggling. I have no words to help you through.

I would comment that it is commendable that H is attentive to you and your lack of enthusiasm hasn't made his WAS self reappear. That says something about him. I also believe if reflects your own worth.

I am glad you have the courage to continue posting. There are learnings for everyone in it, plus your insight can help some people have empathy for the struggle of their own WAS.

I hope you find your way to reconnect and love him again. I don't see that happening until you can get passed the resentment you feel about his choices previously. But above all I wish you happiness.

Best wishes