I hadn't looked at his social media in a few weeks. My curiosity got the best of me. It will be hard not to but I'm going to really try. While it may not hurt as much as the first times I looked, it still isn't pleasant.
Glad my awareness is viewed as positive, because I feel like it's super heightened right now. S definitely has good memories, but they are clouded with some negative aspects. He's just upset and it's hard for him to see beyond that now. He definitely knows this isn't about him, but from the only time he and H spoke, he pointed the blame in my direction. For that and his lack of accountability, S has resentment. I can't get him to see the other side just yet. I can't say that I blame him because what does he have to do with any of this? H promised he'd call him once he settled in at school and that never happened. It is what it is. I think once S sees me coming through this, he will let go a little bit. Right now, he's completely written off H.
S will be coming home this weekend to celebrate our birthdays, so something happy to look forward to.
Happy Monday
M:43 H:44 M:10 T:14 S:26 BD:7/21/17 H files for D:7/31/17 (haven't been served) PA:8/30/17
