I can't wait it either. Even though I wish all the best for her, I guess I would still like to see karma striking. Guess that's an ego thing. Well, at some point we won't even care if karma ever strikes or not.
About the crying, I know your pain. Each time I leave my kids my mood swings down. At least the pain seems to have diminished a bit if compared to how it was at the beginning.
This emotional roller coaster definitely [censored] though.
In my thirties, BDd 2017, divorced 2 young kids new relationship