Well I'm back...No real developments to the sitch. She has now moved in to her new place, very close to mine might I add. Other than that have been giving her space, not initiating much other than inviting her for Mother's Day Day dinner, which she accepted. We had a great time over dinner just hung out, had sometime together with our daughter, then she was off with daughter in hand for the week.
Although I can't get a read on her now, she doesn't seem open to discussion on anything except small talk about nothing that matters. Should this bother me? She does seem interested in some aspects of my life.
Example: I was in the newspaper, and showed her the article, she asked if she could have it. Also daughter and I were in the newspaper about a week later, told her about it and she made apoint to ask to see it after dinner. I see these as good baby steps, she is interested in me again somewhat.
Other news, our daughter had called me before bed last night, this is after she had left. She asked if I could go and read her some bedtime stories. Of course I didn't want to impose, asked politely if I could go read some stories and she said it was fine. IS it odd that she lets me in her new place? Should I take this as a baby step as well? Because before there was none of me going over as she was living on OM house at the time, and there was no way I setting foot in there...
I know the OM was one who told her to get a new place, but now that she is there should I look at the sitch differently?
Man lots of questions I know, maybe I'm looking into things too much. But I am riddled with emotions right now and don't want to say or do the wrong thing to jeopardize things as she seems to be willing to let me in her life again, to a certain extent. I would still love to know if she is playing me because she probably knows is she pushes the right buttons I will fold.
I try to keep some mystery to my life as well, for example, last night she asked what I was doing after I left, simply left it at going to watch a movie, but she seemed interested to know where and with whom. Are these good signs that she is interested in what I'm doing?
Questions, questions questions, I know I have lots, but this DBing things is hard on the head somedays. I had a few lonely nights last week, but got out of the gutter with a nice party with friends on the weekend and some exercise, hopefully i can keep my mind clear and my body healthy though these emotional roller coasters....
