I have been through this rodeo before, and I know that someday I will make it out alive. I am coming up on almost a month, I think. I have my ups, but mostly I am still down. I have an IC session tomorrow, and I hope that I can work through some of my issues, and move forward with this. It has put me in a real state of depression and feeling of loss. This was without a doubt, the woman of my dreams and now she is gone. It's just very hard for me to deal with at this point....Day by day....
