I've been behind the bars of a Ducati Monster a few times, super cool bikes. My ride yesterday was enjoyable, and it helped to clear my head, if even just for a little while. However, last night was the worst night of sleep I've got yet. I could not get EXSO out of my head, for the life of me. I tossed and turned and stressed all night. I couldn't stop thinking of the past and how it all fell apart. It was just a brutal night, that left me feeling deeply depressed and sad. This morning is filled with tears and emotion. I know that this is part of the process, the ups and downs, but I sure wish the hurt would stop. I desperately want to feel happy again......day by day...
