Man yesterday was rough for some reason. I had kid exchange around 7:30 last night, W seemed to be in a weird mood acting like she wanted to hang out and talk. I just gave her the kids stuff, gave them hugs and kisses, then took off. In and out in less than 5 minutes, I told her "See ya" she said "have a good week" and off I went. I then got in my car and cried my eyes out all the way home. I hadn't done that in a couple of months. The emotions I felt were more about not seeing my D's this week than feelings for my W. I miss her but I know that I am and will be totally fine without her.