Thanks, its been hard not to bring up M or R talk especially since the last few convos went good (I initiated them), its been a week since the last one though, I've been battling picking up the phone and trying to pick up were we left off on the last convo.
Yes, the kids are really looking forward to x-mas together, they have asked about it several times. They also ask about family dinners, they are really enjoying them, it makes me wonder if they are asking the W, and if so is it making her think.
I like having the pictures up for the kids sake and I like seeing them too, good memories I don't want to forget, I will admit though,they do trigger some emotions... I've found myself looking at them thinking, if we could only go back to that day.
The sun still rises, even though the pain.
Married: 10 Together: 17 M:40 W:37 D:13, S 7, S:5 1st Bomb dropped: 4/20/17 2nd Bomb dropped: 6/6/17 Separated: 7/26/17 W moved back home: 12/1/17
