Little update as to what I thinking/feeling about sitch...
Do I continue to act with the loving atmosphere around here, should I be pleasant in her company or do I keep contacts short and sweet and to the point? Do I treat her like I've always treated her, or do I go dark and let her figure it out on her own? I know pushing, prusuing and all that are wrong and I am not in that phase, mind you was when it was falling apart, but have been done with that for quite a while. She is a very hard woman to read and doesn't open up her feelings at all. I almost have to guess as to what is going on with her. Maybe I should forget about her and concentrate on me? Myself I am in a good place, but seeing her 4 times a week tears me apart, just wondering why it can't be, and why she has made this decision. I know no one has the answers but these are the things that keep going on in my head after we are in contact, even if she is nasty. Advice, anyone???
