Infidelity/WAH, my story pt 11, filing for D

[PsySara]

My apologies for the delay in response as well as I can't address each person individually right now as I am solo parenting right now. (WH is on call this weekend)

This week I have continued to be detached and submitting more paperwork to put the divorce in the "launch" position. WH is aware of this and has submitted his paperwork as well. In the meantime he signed us up for Retrouville (after asking me if it would be okay) next weekend. He called my mom and asked her to provide childcare, I am sure she was perplexed as he has never done that before, and she said yes. WH maintains his desire for us to R and I continue to be neutral and tell him my honest thoughts, I am not sure.

This week has been a challenge as we've had guests from out of town, all of the kids have a cold and my work has been very heavy. In the meantime I continue to carve out time for myself and GAL. I had my hair done and will be taking the kids to the fair today with a friend.

WH has been more engaged with the kids but we all know this can be temporary as he's had his "nice" cycles in the past. I am enjoying the easing of my load but not really depending on it to stick. I see WH looking at me for long periods of time and then his face looks pained. I'm not even going to try and mind read what is going through his head. Well, my baby is coughing and the kids are clamoring for breakfast so I better get today started. I'll keep trying to update during my spare moments, lol!