some of your comments made me cry. When I think of things I allowed and somehow did not see
but that disappointed me deeply.
All 3 children's births were of course beautiful and I had healthy babies.
but in the background were experiences that were tainted by behavior that seems so sh1tty now.
It's like a malignant entitlement that I somehow glossed over. Honestly it's embarrassing and painful.
I met a guy in a group and we seem to be connecting. Nothing huge has happened yet but I think we will date.
ANYHOW, he offered to fix something of mine that was broken. When he asked which tools he would need, I said i wasn't sure what they're all called.
He did not mock or smirk or retract his offer. He said he'd "just bring all of them".
This^^^ struck me as so kind. Like a big deal.
Now, I don't want to take anything away from my new friend, but maybe it's just NORMAL!
Which makes me very sad about what I've put up, with and modeled for my kids.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
