Well, I had a talk with some people and it looks like I will be applying for that job. I have some excellent references. I hope they help. I saw my IC today and she feels I absolutely need to do this. She knows my passion for my profession, she knows how I need a new challenge in my life and a major change. I expressed that my worries aren't so much that I am going to fail at the job, it's my daughter. She said I need to do this for me. I have sacrificed so much and if exH needs to step up, it's time to call on him. And she is right. If he can't do it, and OWW wants to be stepmommy dearest, well, then let her pick up the slack.
I am still feeling the miserable feeling of isolation. I love going to PT because I get to interact with other people. My PT told me I was her favorite patient today . I am sure she tells everyone that. I have fun with her and the cute 24 year old PT assistant. If he was 10 years older, he would be perfect, lol.
I wish more than anything I had my family around. All I have is my dad and stepmom and they don't even live in the same state. I love when they are here. I love when people are here. I miss having FF here like you wouldn't believe. I wish I had someone to come home to.
Well, the nice thing is my dad and stepmom are going to volunteer with me on Thanksgiving. I think it is really cool. I am going to make this a thing every year I don't have D10.
Apple picking this weekend with a friend and D10. I am looking forward to it.
. I am sure she tells everyone that. I have fun with her and the cute 24 year old PT assistant. If he was 10 years older, he would be perfect, lol. 