Just want to grow and become happy again

[Holding]

Hey Swoop, I know how the depression feels. Thoughts of the past are hard to fight.

I've also struggled with finding someone to meet up with. Like you said, people have their lives and can't always be there for us. And yes, making new friends is hard for me too.

Something I've tried is learning to be comfortable by myself - eating out by myself, seeing a movie by myself, or even hanging out at home and watching a movie with a nice dinner. If you're an outdoorsy type, you could also try a solo hike or a bike ride.

You mention some indoor projects at home. Have you tried to get out of the house to do anything?

I know it sounds cliche, but you can be your own best friend and "date yourself".

Have you thought about finding a new IC? Sometimes you just don't click with someone.