It perhaps makes sense to me that she was mirroring those things in me that she admired or that she wanted me to see - she once told me that she was a better person than she normally would have been because of me - until she couldn't any more.
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells