25,
Just wanted to say that I read (somewhere) that yesterday was H's birthday. I know it must have been a tough day for you.

IDK if you keep up with my thread any longer since I'm over on MLC forum, but I posted today, and rather than re-type it here for you, just wanted to say please read it, especially the 2nd quote. I thought of you so much when I read it, and again when I posted it.

I think you are so lost in real grief right now, and also in fear of the financial future, that you may be losing sight of the beautiful lady you have ALWAYS been. Just b/c H has issues and left, does NOT mean that the beautiful you has left the building.

(((((( 25 )))))))

M-60 H-51
M-14 years
BD 12/26/16
S 1/1/17

"First the pain, then the rising."
Glennon Doyle Melton