Is it possible to do this working mom thing with a demanding job? My Guy takes up a lot of time and things around the house are falling apart a bit. I am exhausted. I recommitted to the job after having resolved to quit. He is not happy about that decision which makes me feel a little defiant. But after a rough night last night I'm so tired I just wonder, is it worth it?

As an aside, Mr. Fantastic is moving his GF and her three younger children into his house. I have to be the sane stable parent -- they're boy cheaters and she just lost a child to drug addiction a few weeks ago. Mr. Fantastic list his $h!7 last week, went off the rails, disappeared to another state, and then turned up as though none of it ever happened. He asked me to sit down and talk to him, which I ageeed to, but he never followed up with an actual meeting time, so I guess he changed his mind or wasn't serious about it or something. I am so worried about how he's showing up to the kids, especially since he made my D14 his confidante in all that.

Just venting/journaling. I'm exhausted.


Me42, H40
D12, S8, S7
A revealed: 7/13
Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15

She believed she could, so she did.