Holding,

Yes I have wondered if she may be experiencing some level of MLC, at times I have been certain of it, but I am trying to be careful not to pass all the blame in that direction so that I am not jaded to my contributions to the sitch.

In the recent weeks I can see the internal battle she is dealing with (at least I think I see it). I know some day (if she is not already), she will have to confront her actions and the ramifications of them, I worry about the impact that is going to have on her. I have never seen her treat anyone in her life how she has treated me over the last 6 months. She is always been a compassionate, forgiving person, she is the one who taught me to always be considerate of what others might be going through before condemning.


The sun still rises, even though the pain.

Married: 10 Together: 17
M:40 W:37
D:13, S 7, S:5
1st Bomb dropped: 4/20/17 2nd Bomb dropped: 6/6/17
Separated: 7/26/17
W moved back home: 12/1/17