What to Do? 4

[chris19]

I am glad I recognized that while speak to W; I knew it would just keep the battle going - that is good news.

I do not know why I am trying to make it easy for her. It is the NGS I am know understanding and trying to work through. It is just another factor in my life I am trying to recognize and work through. I am re-reading the NGS threads.

I am glad I did set that boundary while on the phone.

I cannot stand that I keep getting these "sweaty bullets" every time W texts me something not nice... It has been a battle for me to keep my emotions in check when this happens. It's only until I express them on this board when I realize I am still being passive and not controlling my life.

Thank you for your words sandi; you have shed major light on my sitch and i greatly appreciate it. I will go to the wedding w/e and GAL/NC.