Thank you so much Sandi.. Everything you said was spot on. I havve so much to learn about myself, and all of this. It's raining today hard, so i am going to sit and read DR, then i may just go to work instead of wasting a vacation day sitting in this house.... Something she wouldnt expect me to do. I may just do it all week and then take the weekend off instead. There is a fishing tournament this week end i may just join. Not much but it's a start and it keeps me out of the house sitting around doing the wrong things. I have started to just get up and head out with no particular destination in mind, sometimes i go to the bait store ( Hot time in the old town tonight....LOL) and sit and talk with the regulars, sometimes i drive into town and talk with some folks i know that hang out on the court house square - ( Yes, i live in mayberry) and some nights i just drive. When i come back she always asks where ive been and i just say out.


M 51 W 46
D14 S13
M 16yrs
T17yrs
BD 06/25/17
OM Confirmed 06/25/17, ILYBNILWY
Did Sep for 1 month, moved back in due to W Finances