Today is a rough day, not much focus on SO, but I am feeling very lonely and sad about my situation. my GAL activities are few and far between, even though I have been trying my best to get out and meet new people and reconnect with old friends. it's just not filling me with contentment. I feel very restless and uneasy being alone. I have another IC appointment tomorrow, and I will ask if there is anything I can do to help with those feelings. I'm just sad....