GW,

You are so focused on this OM, that you are not focused on yourself. You are trying to figure out something that dont matter right now.

AS told me something on my thread a while back. You want to give your WS and OM space. You want her to start to see reality. The closer they get and the more You pull away the faster reality sets in. You won't her to start to rely on him for the percentage you are giving her, because once she dosent receive it the more her world will start to spin.

Detach and heal yourself. Become happy and confident. Trying to find out why is going to drive you crazy. You know your wrongs and that's all that matters now.

Make yourself on a fool would leave and maybe your W will start to open up too you. Let her go!!!!

M:37 W:37
T:11 M:10
S17, S13, S10, S4
BD:06/28/17
OM confirmed 07/20/17
Recon the M 10/29/17
Working hard:2gether

Onward and forward

This process is not a sprint it's a marathon! Patience, Patience, Patience.