My sleep is slowly improving. I'm up to about 4-5 hours per night. my emotional state is still pretty stagnant, but my real sad times are starting to become less frequent. I still have times when I STRUGGLE with how this all ended. It just seemed like we were doing good, loving, growing closer together as a family, and BAM. She moves DIRECTLY into a house with her boyfriend from 4 years prior???!!!....I still can't get my head wrapped around that, and I probably never will. Everyone feels that, at some point, she will be reaching back out to me. I don't see it happening, but I've been giving a LOT of thought about how I would respond. This woman has done a very wicked thing to me and my daughter, her son as well.......i just need to keep moving forward and establishing my new life. I hope to meet some new people this week, and start building friendships. I have a few activities lined up for GAL.....D Day by day....
