So i reconnected with an old friend today. Talked for two hours. She works as a life coach. Help clearing emotional blocks and baggage. I hired her to help walk my path. To get rid of the anger and resentment I am carrying around. I'm done with this anxiety and stress. I'm looking forward to my life. This will be my biggest GAL ever lol. Because I literally will be. I will still work for my marriage. But these past couple days, with H acting like he really is done, I need to move forward. I can't be stuck anymore. I keep ping ponging back and forth and that's not who I am. I wouldn't want that life for my children when they are adults. Why do I want it for myself??? I love my H. I love my family. And I hope at the end of my journey we are together. But it is hard to listen to him say it's over. And everything else he has said.
