I swear, some days she is like living with a teen ager, liking everything he posts on facebook, even if she doesnt understand it, all the time texting, and the precious little calls each night between 5 and 7. I have a 14 year old daughter that had her first boyfriend and didnt act this immature. Some one needs to develop a technique that ends this mess super fast. I see people who are enering a year of living in this hell. Right now i cant picture it. Unless you develop the serious IDGAF attitude and just move on .

DAMN, moment of clarity, as they say in AA. Correct me if im wrong, or split my wig with a 2x4..........it finally sinks in.... i get it. I get it all now. The detachment, the NC, all of it. Shes dead to me , basically. I just forge on. if she comes back to adult hood, im here for her, if she stays in high school, i press on... The hard part is still on the horizon. Her birthday is next week,as is his. im sure he will send her a gift. And holiday time is around the corner. Still got that to deal with. Take it as it comes i guess. I still get pissed when i see her wear a small stone bracelet he got her, or smell that nasty ass perfume he got her. Secretly want to toss it out when shes at work. If it ever gets to the point of Recon, those will be the first things on the list to go........

Haha, comic thought, we live deep in the woods. Pour out the perfume, go to walmart and get doe urine. replace it. When she leaves for work she gets all the male attention she wants. Bucks come from miles around to follow her...... lol


M 51 W 46
D14 S13
M 16yrs
T17yrs
BD 06/25/17
OM Confirmed 06/25/17, ILYBNILWY
Did Sep for 1 month, moved back in due to W Finances