Wow is it hard to be home alone on Thanksgiving without my kids. But I got up and went grocery shopping. And then I decided last minute to go the dog park. I'm so glad I did. There were so many people there and we were all talking and i stayed until way after dark and made plans to go back tomorrow. I'm not terribly close to my family so I don't have anywhere to go tomorrow for thanksgiving dinner. So I bought a tiny turkey and am making myself a dinner tomorrow. And heading out to the dog park after. I'm looking forward to it.
H is still arguing with me. I'm trying my best to be polite. But it's wearing. Yesterday I said just texts regarding the kids and work. Nothing else. I'm not sure of his angle. Usually he is the one that doesn't want to argue. He's not pressing me to go a lawyer tho like the other day. And so far he hasn't gone to one yet. I just keep thinking of his words that he said the bridges have been burnt and they can't be fixed. Those to me seem like those are certain words that he has made up his mind. So I guess I just wait and see? At the very least if he decides to surely end it. Then I have an answer and can move forward.
