Blu, I really appreciate your perspective. I come back to your thread just to get a glimpse into piecing and it seems so bloody hard.
I feel that the fundamental act of betrayal is such a hard beast to wrangle. How do you forgive someone, who you thought had your back and such deep trust, when they go and blow everything up for stuff that isn't separation worthy?
I know I am so early in my sitch, but the betrayal is something I don't know I would be able to work through or process it to come to a place of acceptance - especially when there were other ways of dealing with the MR.
Hanging on to a little bit of hope for recon is helpful, but if and when they come back, it's like picking up their ruins and trying to attach it back. Sometimes it sounds so hopeless and that the LBS may be better off just DBing for themselves and moving on.
I feel that I got hurt so deeply that the wound may just never heal enough for me to piece.
