No. im nowhere near ok being plan B. these were just some things floating around in my noggin that had me pondering, thats all. Basically trying to answer some things that popped in my head waiting for the books to arrive. I have them now, came today. I am going to dive into them and move along. I was just curious about some things, thats all. I have made several important changes already. The only one ive yet to be able to implement would be expressions of affection and physical contact. that is impossible right now in her current mindset. I have been and am working on all the rest. I quit drinking almost 100 days ago, and id like nothing more than to express how i feel, but it is a moot point at this time i think. Hwne she initiates a conversation i pay attention, dont interupt. I have taken classes to help me get finances in order and become more fiscally responsible. these were her complaints that she says led to all this mess.
M 51 W 46 D14 S13 M 16yrs T17yrs BD 06/25/17 OM Confirmed 06/25/17, ILYBNILWY Did Sep for 1 month, moved back in due to W Finances