Something similar to that happened this weekend. She actually treated me really good last week, but I still felt crappy. And that's when I realized that I probably had just as much resentment/anger as she did.
So you know what I did...I let it all out and then it all go. I couldn't enjoy her being good to me because I was obviously still pissed off about some things. Not worth it. Life's too short. So I literally let it all go...gave her a clean slate...and you know what....I feel great.
I also know that she's not ready to do that for me yet...but that's her choice...and something I can't do for her. But I just don't want to ever not enjoy how good she can be to me ever again...
"The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step." – Lao Tzu