I get paid well here and I can leave when our D has dance. So the hours work well. I can stay working here if the D goes thru. If I choose. Yes the power dynamics are not great. Especially when he gets in his moods. So yes it's hard to detach properly. If I didn't have to see him everyday it would be easier. Maybe I should look into only working 4 days a week. So I'm not sure if I should just give up now. It's hard. Because we were getting along well and then this. Maybe us getting along scared him? Or maybe he just decided it's over. He's out of the office today so I won't see him at all. He's at a business function. So as he left I said cheerily have fun! But I miss him so bad. I just want to shake him and say look what you are doing to our family!! I won't but I want too lol. So basically I'm looking for advice on where to go From here. I've told him he can go to the lawyer and get everything drawn up. And I can have my lawyer look at it. And that's where I am leaving it. I am NC except with work or kids. I am cheery and def GAL. I'm taking classes and seeing my IC.
