I was getting better for me. I'm not trying to nice my way in. I'm trying to get a hold on my life and life the best one I know how. But I also thought things were going well for the two of us. Like when he leaned in super close the other day. And we weren't fighting. And now things are all over the place. One time he says that I won't be getting anything in the separation. The next day he said I am entitled to lots. I don't know.