Another night of not much sleep. I woke up thinking about SO and the R again. This has turned into a vicious cycle, that I don't know how to break. She is on my mind WAY too much, to be healthy. My emotions seem to be settling down, day by day, but I am still at a very sad point. I am very anxious, and I am depressed. I feel empty inside, and I don't know how to fix that. I know that time will be my medicine, but it still feels very grim at this point. It's crippling me, from moving on with my GAL.
