Thanks KML and Juju for the responses. I broke things off (again) on Monday and am now entering day 3 of no contact. I feel pretty neutral about it. I am sure that this is the best thing for both of us, but I hate the thought of hurting his feelings. That is why I've caved in the past. Wish me luck that I am strong enough to stick to my guns this time.
He and I used to spend most Saturday nights together since my girls spend that night at their dads house. This leaves me with no plans for this Saturday night. I need to come up with new GAL activities. I have been really into cleaning/organizing my house lately, but that feels like work. I need to find something fun!
