still working on my GAL. It's a tough transition, when you're naturally inclined to be a homebody who likes to spend family time. BUT, I'm getting out there, forcing myself out of my comfort zone. Today seems a little less emotional than yesterday. of course I'm still sad and confused, and yes, even slightly still in denial that this should have happened. I do accept it though. my counselor is focusing mostly on my sleep. I've been getting very little. my appetite still hasn't kicked back in yet either, and I am now down about 16 pounds since BD. My skin is getting saggy.....ugh