Any Advice 2

[gw5263]

I just needed to empty it all out. everything there is something i have wanted to say to her all along, but in her current altered mental state it will not matter or have the desired effect. She went on a walk tonight to call him ( Between 5 and 7, Lol) and when she passed the house i was on the roof making repairs. Almost sounded like they were arguing. Welcome to real life sunshine. I am still detaching, however it appears he has cancelled his plans to come up next week. WW wants to take the kids on several day trips with us to the Zoo, fort knox, and lincolns birthplace. Might be an interesting week. Just have to be patient. I went out last night for a drive and didnt bother to tell her where i was going. Came home to everyone in bed at 9pm... She asked today where i went and i just said for a drive.

She appears to be having stress related issues lately. Pain and stiffness in the neck, unable to sleep well, physically ill a lot with stomach issues..... Guilt is a powerful thing. Could be that she might be beginning to realize whats going on here in the real world. Doubt it, but maybe. All i can do is keep on keeping on. As people say where i work, " it is what it is, let it do what it do". Pretty sage advice from convicts......