kml- does it work on fingers on the texting pad? LOL My mouth I can control. It's the texting piece that usually gets me.

Rose- Today's Leah DOES thank both you and last night's Leah for STFU.

Ownit- I resisted.

I guess he realized at some point last night. This morning I had a text from him that just said "I totally $ucked up. I am so so sorry."

I have no idea if that means overall, our relationship, forgetting the anniversary, or any other random thing.

I feel nothing. Nothing at all. Not anger, really not even sadness. Just gratitude that none of this hurts as much as it did 10 months ago. And also gratitude that in another 10 months, it will hurt even less.

I won't respond to his text b/c there's nothing to say.

M-60 H-51
M-14 years
BD 12/26/16
S 1/1/17

"First the pain, then the rising."
Glennon Doyle Melton