You are absolutely right about her she accused her previous AP of rape but only to my H to make him feel sorry for her and he played right into her hands the fool. He is on a course now for 3 weeks so will not have to see her and we will look at the situation again once he has to go back.
I had my 2nd IC yesterday which was good but tough. I'm eaten up by the whole thing at the moment and whilst I know he absolutely wants to be with me I just can't get what has happened out of my head. I think when I have all of the details and I can process then my imagination may stop working overtime. The problem is when to find the appropriate time to do that. He is only here at the weekend and so are the kids. I need to keep busy and distracted and occupy my thoughts with other things. I am also very aware that I am grieving my Dad and then feel guilty that I allow H's A to overshadow that grief if that makes sense.
Me 46 H 39 M 11 T 14 S 10 DO 8 ILYBNILWY 11.06.17 Separate rooms 11.06.17 ILW OW A ongoing 12.06.17 Kicked H out 23.6.17 H came home 20.8.17
