Any Advice 2

[gw5263]

Really [censored] day today. Started out well, got off work, saw divorce atty just to see the lay of the land, saw bankruptcy atty to repair finances, good deal. Go to sleep, wake up four hours later mad for no apparent reason. HAVE NOT DONE ANY OF THE BELOW.....

Felt like giving WW an ultimatum...
felt like punching OM repeatedly about the head neck and chest
Felt like putting all her [censored] in garbage bags and throwing it in the yard
Felt like sitting her down and telling her how jacked up her train of thought is and how much none of it makes sense in the real world.
Felt like screaming at the top of my lungs in the woods.
Shew, that felt good.

I just feel like im sitting back allowing and almost telling her its ok to carry on with this mess. She talks to him every night, when im home its while walking, when im at work its in the bedroom on facetime for two hours like a teen. So sick of it.
She didnt ask the first question about the bankruptcy atty visit, im supposed to deal with all that while shes on amazon buying ass face gifts.
Didnt tell her about the divorce lawyer or the fact that this will not play out well for her at all according to the laws here.
In fact it has a very negative outcome for her financially. didnt tell her that neither of our kids will even entertain the thought of going to Georgia to see or live with OM.
She fully believes they will roll on with her.
Didnt tell her how ridiculous i thougt it was that she is " In Love" with OM just because he says everything she wants to hear emotionally.
Didnt tell her how juvenile it appears to me that she has fallen for someone over a six inch glass screen.

Didnt tell her how destructive her behavior is to the entire family and it is propelled by a selfish desire.

Didnt tell her that he probabhly has a real, available, flesh and blood girlfriend at arms reach since she is only able to call him between 5p - 7 p

didnt tell her she was being played like a fiddle and was throwing everything away to be with an abusive serial cheater

Didnt tell her how odd it seems that someone who wants you to divorce your spouse an be with him, will not pay for your divorce or attorney despite allegedly having plenty of money. He only offered to pay the $100 filing fee. Don't know about anyone else, but if i "Loved" my married girlfriend that much, Id sell organs to get her divorced and to me.

Nope, DIDNT DO ANY OF THIS, despite the mood i was in today. Just a real crappy day i guess, but it felt good and was harmless to write it her instead of acting on it.
you may noiw move about the cabin freely. Thanks for letting me vent.......