Also since this woman is no longer my W, according to the separation and papers filed logic. Does that mean that I am free to see other women? The funny part of this whole thing is that the guy my W fell in love with would have burned down everything on his way out of the MR. No one would have been safe.

Now I feel like a shell of that person. Asking if I should somehow do something that benefits myself at the expense of the person causing damage. Sandi is right about the WW smelling weakness. It's as if my W is testing me on a regular basis just to see how far she can go.

A city full of men and W decided to pursue this guy. This guy isn't even a stud. Just an overweight guy who is cool. Its like she wants to push the limits to see if I will turn back into that early 20 something. Am I to treat this woman as if I would an enemy, because what the feeling is at this point. And I know her new BFF is pushing for this behavior. The old one moves and she finds a replacement.


MR: 15 T:17
Me: 37 W: 34
S14
BD/PA/EA: 12/2016