This will be my week, when I start to rebuild. My focus is going to be on Daughter and work. Everything else is taking the backseat. My emotions "seem" to have leveled out enough, that I can hopefully fake it through my low points. Perhaps the AD meds are finally starting to work. I don't know. I hope that I am able to avoid SO or any triggers that relate to her. I am certain my roller coaster isn't over, but I hope that I least have my seatbelt on for the remainder of the ride.
today will be the second visit with IC. I am not really sure what to focus on. I just want to feel whole again, and happy. I don't know how to address that with him. Hopefully he can guide me.
